The first book is scary. Many things are in there that I wish I could rewrite, or delete entirely. Unfortunately, all my rough drafts are there, unalterable:
my missteps...
half-finished thoughts...
idle words...
careless plots and sketchy character development —
all of it, just waiting for a real Author and Finisher.
The script, however, is comforting. It means that I, like an actor at rehearsal struggling to learn a new part, have a guide to fall back on; someone who knows what the plot twists are for and how the story ends. It means that in any scene, if I lose my way or forget my part, I can stop and say,
"Line, please."


Me: The Night Writer, John Stewart; 50 years old and smart enough to have married my trophy wife first.